I'm in love, sigh...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_81l4DXlwM#

how can I get these poles of cotton candy?

Ice

So since the roads in my neighborhood are incredibly narrow and cars line both sides, they don't get plowed! It is one big ice rink in my neighborhood, and all the roads that lead into the main, cleaned ones are up and down hills. I can't even walk to anywhere easily because the sidewalks are no better. I'm basically trapped in my apartment today. Going to work at 7 tomorrow morning should be treat. BALTIMORE!!!!!:(

a day of lazy and trunkfish mouthes

I woke up at 7 this morning, called off work and took my roommate to and from the mechanics to fix her truck. In the mean time I also went to the grocery store. For the better part of the afternoon I was in and out of sleep watching lifetime movies and waiting to regain my balance(which didn't happen and I have a doc apt tom). Around six I went to the studio out of guilt of doing nothing the entire day. Instead of working on stuff to potentially go into my portfolio, I made this.

megh

oh dear soda kiln where are you when i need you...

HORAY MAGIC!

So a Magician came into the studio yesterday! She made one of my cups to leap off the shelf to the floor and she also taught five cups waiting to be trimmed and handled, to unwrap themselves so, they were waiting for me bone dry (how thoughtful)! In the past few days she magically levitated he sweater on a bone dry piece and broke a handle, made her little assistant appear sitting on a cup (AMAZING!)and flew a board into one of my spouts! If she performs ever again, I'm going to smash her face into the floor. TADDDAAAAA! I love magic!

geez

I have been thinking, no over analyzing, lots of things lately. I can't seem to let my brain have any down time. Even when I watch TV I am really not paying attention to it. I have been waking up through out the night lately; which is causing me to over think things even more, because I can't think rationally, it's quite the vicious little cycle. (hey there poor grammar!) One of said things I have been dwelling on is the fact that I hate disappointing people. I pretty much try to do and tell people what they want to hear or at least what I think they want to hear. I really can't stop. That's why I avoid sales people at all cost. When I can't read people, problems arise. That's what is happening when people want me to make decisions and can't. Another reason why bigger groups make me nervous, especially when the focus is on me. I think this may stem from my mother having a short temper and high anxiety, who knows though. Whatever the cause, it's starting to be (been) a problem. I keep taking on more and more responsibility at work and at with the internship. Oh well, that's how I function I guess. If that's my worst flaw ( I know it's not) I should count myself lucky. Well, sorry for the big ramble and fantastic grammar, but I feel and little better and hope you do too!